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 Graffiti and Graff??....Whats up with that? Thats what I do! After growing up in a loving family, I didn't lack food or clothes and shelter or even relationships.....but when I reached that thing called "the teens" I wanted more from the world (and not always good things!) I was influenced by the LA gang culture, the talk and the walk etc. My cousins and friends we're all in Pacific Island street gangs, and I would get involved in their criminal ways..... This also got me involved with tagging, I wanted to be FAMOUS, talked about and I wanted to be accepted. About the same timeI stared to involve porn in my life, opening myself to all the the uncleanness that comes with it when you let into your eye gate.... I tried to live life my own way...BUT (thats a big but!) The Lord had other plans....when I was 19, I had a real experience where God was saying "no more" He showed me the state of my life, I was separated from Him, trying to fill my life with things other than His perfect Love..I was trying also to be Ben the writer Jesus in His love came to me, found me in my sinful state, He paid the price for my life....He set me free , broke the hold porn had on me and saved me from the wrath to come at the end of time, He has and IS still changing my life. Its not just about praying a prayer....its repenting (turning 180 away from your old ways) walking in His forgiveness and grace. Jesus wants no one to perish but everyone to come to the saving knowledge....Jesus said NONE come to the Father except through ME....He also said "I AM THE WAY, THE TRUTH AND THE LIFE!" |